在情绪很差的一段时间里，我窝在床上，看遍了悲剧性结局的电影和剧。我想，我是害怕未来。看到REC是个偶然，能找到资源就更是天意了，还能翻到英文字幕，虽然不同步，但也能看到大概的意思。这是个悲伤的故事，以至于直到现在，想到剧情，我也没有办法摆脱心底的情绪。这样的电影有几部呢？中文的包括纪录片《姑奶奶》，凌厉到让你绝望，生无所依的错觉在心底萌芽。日本电影《梦旅人》让我留下了心理障碍，直到今天，还要先看剧情简介再决定心理承受力是否足够观影。韩影的话就是《不后悔》和《REC》了吧。前者，我喜欢的是二人的决然和勇敢，哪怕与世界决裂也要拥抱取暖的勇气。后者，则是它的写实与基调，亚洲有多少同志情侣是经历过如此的伤痛？又是怎样的生离？这部电影的剧情相当简单：A男主要结婚了，要和男主B度过最后一晚，所以拿了录像机记录下最后的亲密。但男主B并不知情，也许假装并不知情，才能遏制住悲伤的蔓延。早上起来，男主A拿出自己的婚礼请柬放在桌子上，取走了录像机里的带子，走进清晨的街巷里。男主B一直在装睡，知道男主A的离开，但看到请柬，还是不能自己，疯狂冲上阳台上用DV记录下男主A的背影。我想无论AB他们都知道迟早是要分手的，这在他们的对话中也时常表现出来，只是B并不知道会那么快，这就是最后的一晚。A带着回忆离去，B用DV记录下了自己，记录下这珍贵的回忆，这是一段直面镜头的独白。00:51:47,137 --> 00:51:50,436I didn't expect anything special today,45100:51:52,609 --> 00:51:54,338but I was really really happy.45200:52:01,284 --> 00:52:03,946Thank you for loving me45300:52:06,256 --> 00:52:08,724and to care about me.45400:52:11,495 --> 00:52:17,092And thank you for making me happy.45500:52:34,050 --> 00:52:38,316You were always my best friend,45600:52:42,759 --> 00:52:46,490and you always will be.45700:52:52,869 --> 00:52:54,461I...45800:52:59,843 --> 00:53:01,572I think...45900:53:04,447 --> 00:53:07,416I think, we are happy people.46000:53:13,823 --> 00:53:20,251As time goes by,many things will be forgotten.46100:53:25,235 --> 00:53:32,403But I want to remember today,forever.46200:53:45,956 --> 00:53:50,791You're a liar.I don't smell anything.46300:54:03,807 --> 00:54:08,506Don't skip your breakfast,just because I'm not there.46400:54:14,284 --> 00:54:17,720Don't smoke when you're stressed.46500:54:24,694 --> 00:54:26,457When you're drunk,46600:54:28,164 --> 00:54:31,156ask people around you for help.46700:54:42,045 --> 00:54:44,240There is so much I wanted to tell you.（我有那么多话想说，）46800:54:47,817 --> 00:54:54,017But, I'm worried it might be too much for you.（但又担心你听到受不了。）46900:55:00,563 --> 00:55:06,502However, take good care of yourself.Okay?47000:55:09,773 --> 00:55:11,400Will you promise me that?（但是，能否向我保证，会照顾好自己？）从清晨开始，影像转为黑白，男主A在公交车上的哭泣，和男主B在镜头前的自白，酝酿出悲伤袭来的气息。影片最后，出现的海边场面，我并不认为是导演慈悲地给出虚幻的希望，安慰人物与观者的情绪，而是由碎片重新还原出了曾经的美好，让我们知道，让世俗和社会毁掉的东西是怎样的美丽。ps.对于韩国同性电影，非常推荐，导演李宋喜一 Hee-il Leesong的《不后悔》以及他的短片“两天一夜”三部曲《白夜》和《南行》和《忽然之间，去年夏天》，议题的关注点、情感的张力、影片的流畅度绝对超出你的想象。从这点上来讲，韩国电影，确实走在了前面。
