My dear saul,It breaks my heart to write this letter.I've known since you're a young man that you've been keeping the secret.But I know there is a reason.At first you probably didn't even want to admit it to yourself.And I never thought that I could be the one to ask you.So now I could only hope that you had a beautiful life.Someone to shared with even if you didn't share that part with me.You deserve all the happiness in the world.my saulI trust you've found it.Love MOM